It feels like there are multiple versions of me. Like a personality gets downloaded in my body, one at a time. Usually one at a time. Like there’s a few different USB drives each with a “me” on it, and periodically one of them is inserted to replace another version. And I know each personality distinctly. The problem comes when one version makes a decision for me that another version has to keep up. I never know what the right course of action is because I see it from so many perspectives that are somehow all mine. Which me is the right me? Which me should be steering this life? Which me actually IS steering this life? And who the fuck can I even talk to as a sounding board for all this muddle?
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